TAG 3

1. What’s your ambition?
- Found an ideal man, get married, give birth of 1 boy and 1 gal, have a happy family and surrounded by happiness all the time. LOLLLLL........

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
- Sometimes, BOYFRIEND. Sometimes, FRIENDS...depends on the situation.

3. Describe yourself?
- Just a simple human being in this world. Nothing special. But, if you know me longer, you will find that actually I'm a pretty nice lady. :)

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Most of the time, NO!

5. How many babies you want?
- The perfect one is 2, 1 boy boy and 1 gal gal. KAO TIM!!! :)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Yes. sometimes.

7. What is your goal for this year?
- Be happier and healthier.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Yes. There is! But, not easy to find. So, depends on fate loh...

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
- Refer to this post pls: My Ideal Man?

10. What are you really afraid of?
- Poisonous insects and animals. Height and deep water phobia. LOL...

11. What is your bad habits?
- Pessimistic, Emotional, stubborn...

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl who hates you?
- I'm just a human being. I can't please everyone and match with everyone preferences. I'm straightforward, I hate gossiping, I hate jealousy, I hate rumours.
- I'm who I'm, if you dun get closer with me and know me well enough, if you do not know what's the facts and you are just ASSUMING, pls do not judge me without your logical thinkings.
- Well, if you choose not to get closer and know me well, then I can't do anything, I don't lose anything and this applies to you too. I just to have admit that WE HAVE NO FATE to get closer with each other. LET IT BE! If you choose try to understand me, then you will find out something nice. Believe or not, up to you!

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Of cause. If they do not betray me and also treat me like their buddies too.

14. What does LOVE means to you?
- Love is Blind.
- Love is complicated.
- Love is unexplainable.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- VACATION.
- SHOPPING!!!

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
- I got 2 unexpected gifts.
1) A skin care set costs RM850.00 from him,
2) A very nice portrait from China from a good friend of mine.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
- Very friendly, nice, caring, understanding and lovely gal. - Pei Pei
- Very shy, cute, easygoing, a taukehkia of a pao shop. - cacatkia

18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
- Something that I achieved from my hard works.

19. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
- Probably is a Housewife?

20. What is ur lucky number?
- I totally have no idea.


Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.

List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.
Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
i. Carol
ii. Crystal
iii. Joyce
iv. Lasapka
v. Patricia Chen
vi. Vixious
vii. Strawberry
viii. Nightwing

Surrender?

I have a dream, but now it's going to shatter now.
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I have ever dreamed of the fairy-tale ending, but I know I dream too much sometimes.
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I have learned not to expect too much from the floating aspiration from anyone, because I'm not the only one who have a DREAM. Bear in mind that, others will have the same dream as yours too.
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Everyone who close to me should know that I'm a lady who do not know how to express my feeling well to others, that's why others who don't know me well will say that I look so serious and fierce. But, after get close with me, they will change their impression on me totally.
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So, to those who do not know me well, try to get closer to me and get to know me more. Actually, I'm a pretty nice lady. Up to you to believe or not. I won't describe myself much here.
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Shy, conservative, calm, diffidence is not the best word to describe me, I should describe my feeling now as HEARTBURN and DISAPPOINTMENT.
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Something do not belongs to you, it will never belongs to you. No matter how hard you wish you can take something as your own, but there'll always another things to block your pathway, let it be intentionally or unintentionally.
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When you are deciding to start your pathway, there's something is going to make you feel that I should stop and do not move on. Yes! I have chosen to SURRENDER! I think this's the best solution for me now.
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I know that I'm not deserve to own something, I know that I'm not qualified to own something. I'm just a simple and a very common lady in this world. And, even I wish to own something, noone will support me too.
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So? Don't wanna think and dream too much for anything from now on.
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Move on to my new life.
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Planning for my next vacation, I need a break now. Should say that, I need to leave Miri and hide myself away from Miri, I need to clear up my mind.
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Wish me luck! Wish to have a better life in no longer time. :)
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值得深思的话....

我好喜欢以下的一些名句，真的很有意思，来与大家分享：-
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第一篇

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没有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的俩个人；
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付出真心才会得到真心，却也可能伤得彻底；
保持距离就能保护自己，却也注定永远寂寞；
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通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人；
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有时候不是对方不在乎你而是你把对方看得太重；
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冷漠，有时候并不是无情，只是一种避免被伤害的工具；
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如果我们之前有1000 步的距离，你只要跨出第一步，我就会朝你的方向走其余的999 步；
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为你的难过而快乐的是敌人，
为你的快乐而快乐的是朋友，
为你的难过而难过的就是那些该放进心里的人；
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就算是BELIEVE中间也藏了一个LIE；
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真正的朋友并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题，而是在一起就算不说话也不会感到尴尬；
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朋友就是被你看透了还能喜欢你的人。
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第二篇

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男人必知：
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1） 别以为女人是你肚子里的蛔虫，你爱不爱她， 你什么都不说，什么也不做，她怎么会知道。
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2) 别在女人撒娇的时候冷落她， 否则她可能会认为她在你心中已经不重要了。
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3） 性关系对女人来说，远远没有男人想得那么重要，所以不要以为她爱你，就该在你需要的时候无条件地满足你， 那样她只能认为你只在乎性，而不是她。
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4） 在她穿上新衣的时候，适当地赞扬她一下，别总说这个太暴露、那个太短！应该说衣服你穿得真漂亮，但只能穿给我看！她会明白的。
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5） 别动不动对她说： 你懂什么？ 我的事你别管！女人也有自尊， 即使在她最爱的男人面前， 她依然有自尊。
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6） 在她独处的时候，给她自由， 别说她今天很奇怪； 她静默的时候，给她拥抱，别问她为什么。
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7） 她一定会有男性朋友，甚至会是知心朋友，别担心， 女人对爱情和友谊往往比男人分得更清楚。
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8） 吃醋是女人的专利，如果女人有天不吃你的醋了， 那只可能是她不爱你了；但醋吃多了，女人会伤心， 依然会离开她爱的你。
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男人多懂一点，女人就幸福多一点！
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||| 珍惜眼前人 |||

Backdated to Huilee's Birthday...

Another backdated post again, today I have to backdate to HUILEE'S BIRTHDAY.
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Sorry for my delay again as I have no time to upload some of the pics from my camera lately.
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After back from my KL trip, I have rushed to huilee's birthday just to show face and send my best regards to her even though it was already mid night.
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Yes!!! The same group again from mc.net. :) They are FUN!!! I miss all of the nicest time that I have spent with them. I hardly meet them up lately due to the crashed schedule.
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Kingston & Jerry. I miss Kingston, long time I didn't see him around. Wish to have a drink with him again. :)
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Top: Dasolve. He can sing very well.
Bottom: Stratos....this cute little guy, I hardly have chance to talk to him as I seldom see him around during the gathering. Wish to know him more. :)
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kimGo. Enjoyed with his singing.
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Right: Me & HUILEE, the birthday gal. :)
Left: Dasolve & I. :)
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Top: EF-JL and Saf
Bottom: Yong99 and HUILEE
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Right: Me & Stratos.
Left: Jerry & I.
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Top: Me with the pretty babe, angelina. Smuakss!!
Bottom: teamGD....so cute!!!!!!! :)
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Top: Jerryyyyyy
Bottom: Pretty Angelina & Cute huilee.
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Kingston, Jerry & I. :)
---I LOVE YOU MY DEAR ANGEL. SMUAKSS!!
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Some cam-whore pics by angelina again. LOL... :) She just love me too much. :p

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUILEE.
(Oppss...should be HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY now.)

Recuperation in KK

Currently, I'm in KK to recuperate from my sickness. Just finished my doctor consultation at SMC, Sabah Medical Centre, this morning.
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I have fatal insomnia problem these few weeks, feeling my body hot like burning, I can only fall asleep around 5am or 6am everyday lately. I have no idea what's going on with my mind and my body. DEPRESSION for something or someone?
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And, the fatal insomnia and depression have reduced my immune system and affected my hormone system disordered, which cause something goes wrong in my body. DON'T PLAY PLAY! A person lack of rest / sleep will directly affect your body system. Humans need sleep and rest to restructure your body system everyday, if not, most of your body cells will not function properly and which can make a person in ill badly. TRUST ME!!!
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I have taken some herbal medicine, which is related with some Hormone medicine that I bought from Pharmacy and hope to solve some of my woman's problem, but unluckily, I started to get some serious allergic and infection on my body for one week after that.
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My advice is, if you are not in good health or have week body / immune system, do not simply take other pills especially with Herbal ingredient without proper doctor consultation. I tell you, DON'T PLAY PLAY!!! It will caused you some allergic and infection very easily. TRUST ME! I'm experiencing it now and it's totally not fun at all. You will know how bitter is your life is.
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Yes! My specialist doctor told me that I need some time to recover everything from now on. I need to sacrifice some of the things just for his treatment until I fully recovered. I have to be very obedient from now and follow his instruction.
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Yes! I HOPE I CAN RECOVER VERY SOON.
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I'm now staying in KK to have good rest and regain back my health for more challenges in future.
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Yes! I know I have to be TOUGH and BE HAPPY. Do not think too much for something that is not worth to distract my mind and made me depressed. NO POINT AT ALL.
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I know, A HAPPIER PERSON will HAVE A HEALTHIER BODY.
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And, I know that a person with GOOD SLEEP always will have a BETTER BODY. Yes! I'm trying my best to grab as much as sleep as I can without thinking anything bad now. I'm taking some sleeping pills from my doctor to make me sleep more tightly now. And, I hope I can do my best without his pills very soon. I KNOW I CAN DO WELL.
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If not, I need to seek for Psychologist for my sleeping problem. LOL!!!
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Appreciate your Health before it's too late!!!!!
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GOOD LUCK TO ME!!!

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Something that I wish to be kept in my heart and remain silence...

I'm sad. And, I have nothing to say here.
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I need to be alone right now and please give me some spaces and time to calm down my mind and make my brain clear.
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I have no mood to tell what's going around. Let's everything become a SECRET in my heart for this time. Just do not want to mention it anymore. SET ME FREE!!!
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I will remain silence from now on. Looking forward for another new beginning days. I don't wanna think so much anymore.
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I'm just a little woman, though I have tried my best to perform everything nicely doesn't mean that I'm strong. I'M NOT AS TOUGH AS WHAT YOU THINK. Sometimes, I still need some compliments and appreciations to encourage myself to move forward. Sometimes, I need loves, I need cares & concerns, I need someone to listen to me and support me, I need a hug or even a kiss, I need someone to stand beside me and accompany me. And etc...
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I do not demand much, I just need a very simple life. Why seem like there's noone understand what I need the most at the moment?
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I do not expect what I paid should get back equally in return, I always know it's impossible, that's why I always keep quite for myself just to avoid from other troubles. Eventhough, please show me some appreciation and not the complaints if do not know what's going on and don't know how much time and effort I have spent to achieve everything.
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I do not have a good sleep for many days. I'm very tired and tension. I fall sick since last week and not recovered yet. But, who cares? NOBODY CARES!
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Wanna take leave for another vacation to relax my messy brain right now. I hope I'll be happier as soonest as possible.
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Life is unpredictable, just bear with it and enjoy the process. Sometimes, surrender is not the best solution, it means that you are a coward. Try to be tough and resolve everything one by one no matter what's the result, at least I have tried my best. Sometimes, whatever you get at the end as a result, have to depends on FATE too eventhough you have tried your best, learn to accept the under expectation result.
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Yes! I'm learning....
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Don't ask me anything right now, I have no mood to tell at all, sometimes, I just want to be alone and keep something privately just to my ownself and hold it with thousand cares. Please respect!
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Brilliant Weblog Award

I am honored to receive this award from Smallee and angel_lina for the brilliant weblog award. I would like to thank Smallee and angel_lina from the bottom of my heart for nominating this award to me.

What is Brilliant Weblog? Brilliant Weblog is a prize given to sites and blogs that are smart and brilliant both in their content and their design. The purpose of the prize is to promote as many blogs as possible in the blogsphere.

Here are the rules to follow:

When you receive the prize you must write a post showing it, together with the name of who has given it to you, and link them back. Choose a minimum of 7 blogs (or even more) that you find brilliant in their content or design. Show their names and links and leave them a comment informing they were prized with ‘Brilliant Weblog’. Show a picture of those who awarded you and those you give the prize (optional).All the bloggers have wonderful work and content in their blog and all deserve to get this.

As per the rules I would like to pass this award to my fellow Lucky bloggers mentioned below:

1. Carmen-Wen

2. vialentino

3. JimmyChin

4. Wombok

5. Desmond

6. Nerdy Fred

7. Crystal
8. Tolanic
9. Deimos Tel`Arin
10. BB Yin

So above 10 lucky bloggers... please be proud and do your part....